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Aug. 25th, 2006 | 03:22 pm
mood: lonelylonely
music: Better Man- Pearl Jam

I sit here in my dorm room upset. I am upset and regret some choices I have made, and I am torn as to whether or not I need to, or am going to make more choices that will effect my future and my academic career.

I don't consider it home-sickness, its only been a week and although I think of my family and friends quite frequently, I do like being away and on my own. However, I just don;t know if WVU is right for me. The people here are sooooo clicky.It seems as though looks really are everything as much as you tell yourself they aren't.When you're not the most outgoing in new or unknown situations, and not really really pretty it's hard to find anyone you can really connect with.

In a world Full of oysters, it is so hard to find a pearl.

I know this is new, I know everyone gets lonely their first few weeks at school.... I am just starting to think that for what I want to do with my life-fashion logically it would be better if I studied in new york, not only with the great resources but also all the schools that have connections in the indusrty that once it came time to find a job , I could have that to fall on. Also, in-state tuition of course.

It's only been a week, and many of the programs/clubs I want to get involved in haven't started yet. It's friday evening and theres nothing I will be able to do until monday. By the end of the week I can still get 90% refund back if I do decide to withdraw. After that it's 70%.......

I will give it until thursay and I will talk to my mother tonight. And if I still feel the same way as I do right now I think WVU and I will have to part ways.

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from: sunshynee
date: Aug. 26th, 2006 12:25 am (UTC)

Aww Lishy - I know how you feel! You will make the right decision no matter what! Love you!

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